Tuesday, December 2, 2008
i was so tired after coming back from college and i took a 2 hour nap+ during the 2 hours i dreamt i was with him and there were a lot my friends hanging out included my housemate and his bf...in the fun park...playing happily but in sudden flash i lost in the crowd.... and i shout and i shout ...for them and the background suddenly change......it was so scary ....as i remember all the ppl gone and left and old fun park look like dying park u can see all the steel from all the ferris wheel torning apart and the merry go round was old ... i was so scare so i run and shout for they name ..no 1 respond...T.T i end up crying when i woke up tears from my eyes....it was so scary .....that time i was juz thinking of him T.T .I dont even know how to tell.. i juz know that i really miss him ...bt i know that time he is having something to settle so i din even want to give him pressure..i don't even know when is my last time even got dream but i can tell i dun even dream any nightmare since dunno when ......but today is a scary day T.T maybe i worry too much and think too much this make and image in my dream.....i don't even wanted to think about my dream u can feel like it was real....in the dream the things can be touch...means when u touch something ..u can even feel the touching......so scary T.T i really scare i'll be left alone and i don't want to lose anything.....it really hurts....i stun for few minutes ...thinking and thinking ........wanted to sleep but i scare i dream again T.T
11:34 PM
