i juz move into a new house and still a lot of stuff need to be arrange... there is where i start a new life... this few weeks i been trying to be strong and forget everything but seems like whenever i remember it i will be started to cry even i'm listen to songs i cry alone ... i juz duan to let anyone worry about it ...i think i love him to deep but no1 know actually is reall hard to let go...uthe sweet memories i think back is hard to let go i dunno how come he can really easy let me go haiz....i dun even know how am i gonna let go....maybe find a new 1 ...but i dun think i can..even when i find 1 i dun think i want to go to any relationship anymore...even my ex come back to me i said so sorry i cannot accept him back actually a lot of feeling is very complicated...haiz y i have to love a someone so deep ..now i have the feeling of scare to accept....and dun even dare to say a confession anymore ...i'm scare to be hurt again...and again ..these few days i been thinking the same thing and the same thing ....i think i should act nothing happen and juz smile the everyday like the way i am ....that none relationship again ...if i really fins sum1 that can make forget everything ...